it's a few days later. i think ... i hate to say it ... i think when im in charge for too long i miiiiiiight exhaust our body. we felt bad yesterday and went out and had too maybe drinks with alex anyway. annnnnd we walked to some girls place (like a mile in the platform vans, which is not easy) and then the bitch just ghosted us! which, RUDE, but like probably for the best. at least the g train was right there and also came promptly. and then i was home drunk and i ate birthday cake and masturbated and woke up with my raccoon eye makeup, and THEN i was on a video call with someone from rover that almost certainly isnt going to hire me. i would have washed my face but i thought it was going to be a voice call. silly goose, no one does voice calls anymore. lesson learned.

and so anyway im super tired and out of it today. and im coughing, even though only one cig yesterday. running this body down. and i want to go out with cade tomorrow and i want to go out (maybe with bev) on thursday and like ... it's nice outside and i want to ride my bike. but i feel too shitty. so there's a lesson here.

i need to eat something before therapy. and drink water. and maybe figure out who's going to be doing the talking?

also i just learned ive been mishearing that vocal sample since 1998. hahahahahaha ofc

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